Post by nicole fay on May 11, 2005 1:04:13 GMT -5
May 7 2005
PROM
Yesterday I went to prom with my other half, Jeremy. I went to his house at like 2:00 and he washed my car and we sat around for a while until like 5 and we came ack to my house so that I could get ready, after I got ready Travis came over for alil bit and then we (jeremy and I) went back to his house so his parents could take pictures of us. They haven't ever seen him in a tuxedo.. EVER! isn't that sweet that he loved me enough to get into one? I think so! His Dad and I were outside talking and whe was telling me how much Jeremy loves me and all that, he said I can't leave him because I'm so good for him. Ya know because he use to be a drinker.. Yeah.. I took him out of that.. I don't like when people are drunk becuase I have been hit many times when people were drunk and hell it scares me.. I just dont like it and It is bad for him anyways, His mom,Tammy, (my boss)lol.. Took like so many pictures of us,, It was crazy. I don't think I could be a super star too many pictures.. We left his house at 630 and just came back to my house and sat areound here. We decided to take some Loratabs to chill out.. And I began feeling mine hardcore at about 8:00.. We went to prom at 815 and chilled and talked to everyone it was pretty in there. The walls were black with stars and stuff..
We chilled with Travis and Kay all night, He didnt like to dance but I made him.. IT was nice. I shook it like a salt shaker! lol...
It was so much fun~~ We took trizadomes too at like 9 so we can feel HiGh~ Which we did, We left the Prom at like 1120 and went to my house to change because we were gnna go to Dennys with everyone but we got tired of waiting and decided we werent going to go. Not to mention we were lying on my bed making out and hell turning him on like good time..I was thinking " do I want to hae sex with him tonight?" It replayed my head over and over and over.. I decided why not?
We left my house to go to his house at like 1230 and When we got there We changed into our Pajamas and layed in the bed. He said I was tired so he owuld let me sleep but I was like naw, Im awake, So we started making out and taking our clothes off, and then we started to have sex, I told him please be careful with me becuse it had been a really long time and he said not to worry about it. It was really nice. I mean I love him so much so it was good.
He liked it and I know he deserved it, he treats me so good that it is sick, I have never had anyone treat me the way he does and the way how he tells everyone he loves me and he wants to be with me forever and all that. I mean I love him I really do , and I think I want to be with him forever. I mean if he keeps like he is I will always be there for him. I'm just so tired of people fucking around on me and treating me like shit.
He wants to move in together when I tur n 18 and I think I am going to do it, I am scared though, but I think i can do it, I think we can do it. I just pray everynight that that damnbaby aint his b/c that would suck
After we had sex we layed there and he was tellin me how much he loved me and all that. This moring I woke up to breakfast in bed it was so sweet~ hell it was good too~~
When I got up and took a shower I went outside with him and we cleaned out his truck and then I had to go home. When I got home I went straight to bed. Those trizadomes I took with him are still kicking my ass right now as I type, it is crazy. I came home at like 2 and just got up it is 7 pm now. Yea. TIRED!
May, 10, 2005
Today is Tuesday I aint been at school in like forever,, but I dont care as usual. I think I am crazy bc i was so depressed today like all day and i went to work adn I was sad as usual me and mom were fighting bc they dont like jeremy i dont know why they just dont.. and I was cryin bc they called me fat and all that stuff. i mean i know i am but damn..
Anyways I went to work at klike 3 and I was mad that jeremy wasnt there yet Well, he walked in at 330 with 2 dozen pink roses for me.. bc i was having a bad day and we were going out one month saturday.. early gift! I was so excited and all the thoughts of breaking up left me and I cried and cried and I just dont know what i want anymore. but i know he loves me and he treats me better then anyone
PROM
Yesterday I went to prom with my other half, Jeremy. I went to his house at like 2:00 and he washed my car and we sat around for a while until like 5 and we came ack to my house so that I could get ready, after I got ready Travis came over for alil bit and then we (jeremy and I) went back to his house so his parents could take pictures of us. They haven't ever seen him in a tuxedo.. EVER! isn't that sweet that he loved me enough to get into one? I think so! His Dad and I were outside talking and whe was telling me how much Jeremy loves me and all that, he said I can't leave him because I'm so good for him. Ya know because he use to be a drinker.. Yeah.. I took him out of that.. I don't like when people are drunk becuase I have been hit many times when people were drunk and hell it scares me.. I just dont like it and It is bad for him anyways, His mom,Tammy, (my boss)lol.. Took like so many pictures of us,, It was crazy. I don't think I could be a super star too many pictures.. We left his house at 630 and just came back to my house and sat areound here. We decided to take some Loratabs to chill out.. And I began feeling mine hardcore at about 8:00.. We went to prom at 815 and chilled and talked to everyone it was pretty in there. The walls were black with stars and stuff..
We chilled with Travis and Kay all night, He didnt like to dance but I made him.. IT was nice. I shook it like a salt shaker! lol...
It was so much fun~~ We took trizadomes too at like 9 so we can feel HiGh~ Which we did, We left the Prom at like 1120 and went to my house to change because we were gnna go to Dennys with everyone but we got tired of waiting and decided we werent going to go. Not to mention we were lying on my bed making out and hell turning him on like good time..I was thinking " do I want to hae sex with him tonight?" It replayed my head over and over and over.. I decided why not?
We left my house to go to his house at like 1230 and When we got there We changed into our Pajamas and layed in the bed. He said I was tired so he owuld let me sleep but I was like naw, Im awake, So we started making out and taking our clothes off, and then we started to have sex, I told him please be careful with me becuse it had been a really long time and he said not to worry about it. It was really nice. I mean I love him so much so it was good.
He liked it and I know he deserved it, he treats me so good that it is sick, I have never had anyone treat me the way he does and the way how he tells everyone he loves me and he wants to be with me forever and all that. I mean I love him I really do , and I think I want to be with him forever. I mean if he keeps like he is I will always be there for him. I'm just so tired of people fucking around on me and treating me like shit.
He wants to move in together when I tur n 18 and I think I am going to do it, I am scared though, but I think i can do it, I think we can do it. I just pray everynight that that damnbaby aint his b/c that would suck
After we had sex we layed there and he was tellin me how much he loved me and all that. This moring I woke up to breakfast in bed it was so sweet~ hell it was good too~~
When I got up and took a shower I went outside with him and we cleaned out his truck and then I had to go home. When I got home I went straight to bed. Those trizadomes I took with him are still kicking my ass right now as I type, it is crazy. I came home at like 2 and just got up it is 7 pm now. Yea. TIRED!
May, 10, 2005
Today is Tuesday I aint been at school in like forever,, but I dont care as usual. I think I am crazy bc i was so depressed today like all day and i went to work adn I was sad as usual me and mom were fighting bc they dont like jeremy i dont know why they just dont.. and I was cryin bc they called me fat and all that stuff. i mean i know i am but damn..
Anyways I went to work at klike 3 and I was mad that jeremy wasnt there yet Well, he walked in at 330 with 2 dozen pink roses for me.. bc i was having a bad day and we were going out one month saturday.. early gift! I was so excited and all the thoughts of breaking up left me and I cried and cried and I just dont know what i want anymore. but i know he loves me and he treats me better then anyone
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